Journey to my BFP through Faith

"Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not yet seen"

9dp4dt…bfn…FET failed..

on October 21, 2012

I woke up Thursday at 4am to pee and my head spun like Crazy. I was so dizzy.  I tried not to get my hopes up, but I have been feeling dizzy for everyday since.  I gave in and tested because due to the low protein c in my blood I would need to start lovenox immediately if BFP…well BFN.  I have been “strong” lately, except today I was told our friend was 5 months pregnant…and saw lots of fb status this weekend about babies being born, baby room setup, baby going for a walk, baby going to the zoo, etc!  I broke down and cried while hubby tried to give me the PIO.  My butt is bruised so badly from all the shots…. My beta test is Tuesday, but since we know it is 99% negative I just want to stop all this torture… The PIO is causing the dizziness…

Sadly, I feel no hope today…I just don’t understand.

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12 responses to “9dp4dt…bfn…FET failed..

  1. EmHart says:

    Oh hun, I am so sorry you are feeling this way, there is still a chance though, I shall still hope you get wonderful news on Tuesday. Hugs.

  2. LisaB says:

    I’m so sorry!! *Big hugs* Still hoping for you!

  3. cindysn says:

    I am sooo sorry!!!!!

  4. Leighann says:

    I’m sorry! *hugs*

  5. sams says:

    I’m so sorry; praying for you that your blood test gives you the results you want and need. And I hear you on the PIO misery. That stuff is awful.

  6. trufflelove says:

    i’m sorry faith~~ i can imagine how you must be feeling right now 😦 praying for you friend~

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